It makes me sad

To hear about all the things other kids Avery’s age are doing and get to do. I can’t help it, I’m human and I get sad. Yes I’m happy for your child!

But it hurts when I know my son will never be able to do those things. It’s not fair and I want to have a pity party for me but mostly for him. Yes I know he’s a great kid, and he has a good life, but some times I need to take a minute and just say I want those things for him.

I even want those things for me. I want to watch him do all the things he’s supposed to do. And yes I know it could be worse, so very much worse. But I don’t want to think about that right now.

I think I’m entitled to say some days it sucks. I love my son I just want it all for him.