He’s my child, you don’t have children. Yes you have been a Dr for a couple of months but I have way more to loose than you do. I can’t just wait and see what happens. The Dr said 4 hours and it’s not my fault it took you two hours to figure out how to order the drug and another hour and a half to get it here from pharmacy and yet another hour and a half to get someone to give it to him. Then give it to him wrong. And I want to know if he spikes a fever after the 4 hours if that means it didn’t work or if that means we have to try again. Yes I know you don’t know anything about this drug and that is why I explained to you I was sorry everyone was sleeping but it wasn’t my fault it took four and a half hours to give it when I should have known the answer by then. So really me taking twenty minutes to find my inner self and relax isn’t going to matter. Cause see I promised my son that this was it that he was going to feel better and get to come home soon. So when you can even fathom what I am going through then you will know that I can’t just sit and wait and not worry and you have no right to ask me to.